i'm sleepy...

i'm sleepy... always... most of the time this past days...
i don't know the reason why..??
i just felt that i wanted to sleep eventhough i had a good sleep at night...
i don't understand...
it seems that i don't have energy to go on for the day...
my head, i mean my mind is not processing well...
what is happening to me???
i wanted to do something... i wanted to achieve something that i could not achieve...
i hope that i would return to me positive optimistic self...
i don't want what i'm feeling again...
i don't want the things that i've been thinking, and the things that's entering my mind...
now... what i felt is... i don't want people beside me... coz i think everyone is having a bad impression about me now...
i don't know... i'm having paranoia...
i don't want to be like this...
my friends... their affecting me so much...
i hope tomorrow would be different...